Updated a new song.. W-inds' new song, Ageha. Meaning butterfly.. very nice lyrics meaning.. enjoy e nice song peeps!!~ ^^ It's emotional, so much that i cried while hearing the song.. nevermind if u dun understand the lyrics, e song is touching enuff already~ I'm going to Japan to search for this album man!!! Comes out in June!! Can't wait ne!!!~ ^^
MMmmm.. im so bored now! Isit juz me or wad? I suddenly feel so lonely n unwanted.. >.< muz b one of those PMS days eh?? im not sure either.. i juz suddenly feel that way outta e blue.. feels soo friendless.. feels lost! why??? i don't have an answer to my own question!! how absurd!! Sometimes i wonder if people even remember of my existence in this world. I suddenly get so doubtful about my own life and existence. sometimes i just wanna hide in a corner by myself so my world evolves only around me. @ least i know im concern about myself.. @ least i know in my world, its not evil 'n' hopeless 'n' doubtful 'n' so much more.... how i wish i could just escape into a paradise of my own, doing the things that i like and not needing to worry about anything else.. why am i feeling this way? this is soo totally unlike me.. is it coz of how my friends have been treatin me? is it coz of my environment happenings? is it coz of... i duno... so helpless but yet so doubtful.
i think i needa find a brand new me and start afresh. maybe i need some time for my own, doing my own things. or maybe i should find a job asap so i won't feel this way anymore? or maybe i should change myself physically? or should i leave this place for another to rethink myself? stay away from this place for a moment to think of actually what's been going on in my life? mabbe i should go ahead and pursue my dream? it may not be exactly e best choice for me, but @ least i should try? but how do i start? where do i start? questions arises once again. will i b happy from making this decision? will i b satisfied myself? questions, questions and even MORE QUESTIONS!
Many decisions have to be made in one's life. Once the decision has been made, and a wrong turn taken, the person has to once again start afresh and take it as a lesson learnt. One learns from ther mistake. That's how everyone improves. That's how everyone moves on to another phrase in their life. Some learn while some don't.. will i learn from mistakes that i will make in my future phrases of my life? will i b able to overcome them? again more questions arises in my head..
I can only say, one must have determination and committement in wadever they do. Same thing goes for me.. And i thank papa for drilling that into my head.. using jogging as a good example. Without determination and committement, I wouldn't have lost so much weight the last time. In addition, I wouln't have maintained my current weight if i hadn't continued to jog.. thus, it all comes down to 1 line!
"With great determination and committement, nothing is impossible!"
Thanks Daddy and Mummy! i love both of you!
MMmmm.. im so bored now! Isit juz me or wad? I suddenly feel so lonely n unwanted.. >.< muz b one of those PMS days eh?? im not sure either.. i juz suddenly feel that way outta e blue.. feels soo friendless.. feels lost! why??? i don't have an answer to my own question!! how absurd!! Sometimes i wonder if people even remember of my existence in this world. I suddenly get so doubtful about my own life and existence. sometimes i just wanna hide in a corner by myself so my world evolves only around me. @ least i know im concern about myself.. @ least i know in my world, its not evil 'n' hopeless 'n' doubtful 'n' so much more.... how i wish i could just escape into a paradise of my own, doing the things that i like and not needing to worry about anything else.. why am i feeling this way? this is soo totally unlike me.. is it coz of how my friends have been treatin me? is it coz of my environment happenings? is it coz of... i duno... so helpless but yet so doubtful.
i think i needa find a brand new me and start afresh. maybe i need some time for my own, doing my own things. or maybe i should find a job asap so i won't feel this way anymore? or maybe i should change myself physically? or should i leave this place for another to rethink myself? stay away from this place for a moment to think of actually what's been going on in my life? mabbe i should go ahead and pursue my dream? it may not be exactly e best choice for me, but @ least i should try? but how do i start? where do i start? questions arises once again. will i b happy from making this decision? will i b satisfied myself? questions, questions and even MORE QUESTIONS!
Many decisions have to be made in one's life. Once the decision has been made, and a wrong turn taken, the person has to once again start afresh and take it as a lesson learnt. One learns from ther mistake. That's how everyone improves. That's how everyone moves on to another phrase in their life. Some learn while some don't.. will i learn from mistakes that i will make in my future phrases of my life? will i b able to overcome them? again more questions arises in my head..
I can only say, one must have determination and committement in wadever they do. Same thing goes for me.. And i thank papa for drilling that into my head.. using jogging as a good example. Without determination and committement, I wouldn't have lost so much weight the last time. In addition, I wouln't have maintained my current weight if i hadn't continued to jog.. thus, it all comes down to 1 line!
Thanks Daddy and Mummy! i love both of you!
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